Bad day...
My conact lens cocked up... so i have to throw one side away.. and wear only one side becoz i was at skool.. bo bianz... so i got michelle to get mi my contact lenses.. she's so kind... went town with corrine and song hua.. met her frend.. quite cute larz... hahaz~! den met chuan yang oso.. went around somerset area walkin... den had a drink at phin's at cineleisure.. strawberry daiquiri... didn't eat anything before the drink... chuan yang was a bit drunk though... song hua was sober.. kinda sad today.. sad over a phone call... i dunno why but i seem to think alot these days.. think so much... and make myself miserable... i dun even have the courage to pick up his call.. let alone greet him in person.... i still need time... to get to the fact dat i lost the battle completely... fightin against my emotions... my feelings... and fighting against her... i lost completely and thoroughly... pathetic mi... hate u? obviously i can't... coz i love u too much to hate u.. can't bear to... really.... dun hate her? i can... but i can't stop it gettin angry with her.. over her attitude and actions.. i hate it... i can't help but detest it... sorry... grow up pls.. u're older den mi... stop being so naive please.. she's someone tough to deal with.. stop sayin things which i think it's hard for mi to do as an easy thing.. it's not.. please put yourself in my shoe.. i doubt u can... coz u dun care.. forget it.. none of ur business... it's all about mi.. leave mi alone for now.. i need plenty of time...
-Lulu

11:00 PM;
I Lost My Way ToYOU