Today and yesterday slacked the whole dae.. never do anything.. but was still dreamin thru the whole nite larz.. sianz.. hmmm.. like never sleep lorz.. haiz.. hmmm... den now watchin tv.. not really in the mood to do tutorial lehz.. hahaz~! sianz..
-Lulu

10:30 PM;
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i want some tao hua yun too! lol. actually tink im getting some luck frm my fren who has lots of it... but prob is... the lucks not converted. OMG. luck with guys. -___-" getting stares frm gays on the streets. indirectly asking for my number thru a fren. wah lau eh!

tian ah! pls gimme some normal tao hua yuns.

-thiong-

12:45 AM;
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hmm cant blog muxh tonite. tight schedule for the nite <=X

watched pirates 2dae. wah not bad. lol. waiting for the nxt pirates to come out.

k lah gtg study for test n do proj le.

be back soon. i hope....

-thiong-

12:14 AM;
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Someone came to my house at midnight last night.. den i only spoke to him for awhile.. hahaz~! den i went back to sleep.. dis person left at around 5 plus in the morning.. go home sleep.. he say he's a bit tired.. needa rest.. hmmm.. he's on off today.. so good.. this person is chris larz.. =x yesterday was sam kor kor's birthday.. =)
-Lulu

4:13 PM;
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hmmm i wonder...

i wonder if blogger the time is sg the timing. coz if not ah... den jia lat liao. 11:57!! omg

today noting much happen leh. oso dunno wad to blog about... haha..

wen i tink of someting den i blog again later!!

cya later!

-thiong-

12:01 AM;
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can moods be affected by the moon just like how the moon affects the tides?

sometimes i tink it does. but den again. if it does. den by right i should have mood swings. but den... i no mood swings leh. hmm. guess coz everyting is deep inside and not showing on the outside?

or is it actually just affecting my thots? or am i juz hiding the bad stuff in me wen there are ppl around me and den take out when im alone?

i dont like to show my moodiness on the outside when im with ppl. y dampen other ppl's mood? but sometimes i may juz look sian-ed when with some people.

issit their actions?
or am i juz tinking too much about their actions even when they arent doing it to mean aniting?

if its the latter... then im damn dumb lah. y tink so much n make myself suffer?

maybe because i learnt a painful lesson? not to let the smallest sign get away without my knowing. i've learnt to not give ppl 100% of my trust until they have earned it rightfully. even if they have that 100%.. i'll deduct marks juz for the slightest sign of abusing the trust...

why is my thinking so complicated now? i guess its a growing phase huh? everybodys gotta go thru it b4 growing? haiz. i have to learn to live life simple with all this stuff in my head. otherwise one of this days i will really juz break down n go crazy for tinking too much. or mayb split personality? or mayb juz... i dunno.. i dont noe wad im saying. -__-"

overall... i miss simple life. simple frens. simple ppl. simple secondary school days

lalalalalalalalalala

i have to remind myself to blog daily and make it a habit. 50cents is juz so ex lah. lol.

project due nxt week! 2day had a meeting. i guess we made progress? hopefully not in the wrong direction.

time flies. 4 more weeks exam le. and SIP will start around 6 or 7 weeks later? very soon poly life will be over. juz around another 6 months. after that will be the start of a new phase of life. i dunno if i'll be missing poly life after dat or happy dat its finally over. hahaha. i wonder... moments of torment more than moments of enjoyment. how sad.

Today was a day of thoughts.

-thiong-

11:13 PM;
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Good & bad things happening these few days.. well..
good things - sh & corrine seem to be in love. not with each other larz... but from their msn nick, like they have someone they fancy.. so happy for them.. like corrine'slast r/ship didn't end well.. as for sh.. he seem single and couldn't make out with the gals he like.. =x but now they seem well with their love life.. happy larz... but den got mystery.. sh is attached or not.. hahaz~! seems like but no confirmation larz.. hahaz~! anyway.. he happy can le...
bad things - friend in hospital, coma, and heard he lost his legs, eddie's father passed away, michael's father passed away recently, due to cancer, yi gong's ah gond passed away... hmmm... so sad.. condolences... juz hope after all these bad episodes, good ones will follow...
Nowadays i'm bugged with dreams, good and bad.. sometimes jump up from my sleep due to nitemares.. haiz.. sad... and dreams are so vivid and like non stop.. haiz.. so it seemed like i didn't sleep much... have i been thinkin too much? sianz..
-Lulu

9:26 PM;
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Someone noe the new rule implemented!!! 50 cent per blog entry... i mean not updated... hahaz~! =) can earn money liaoz.. hahaz~! hmmm.. today chris came larz.. den talked about eveything.. where he live.. 700 plus there... hmmm... den talk about girls larz.. he ex... den say he last time tease girls larz.. den in the end he got a girlfriend who have features that he was teasing about.. hahaz~! so funny.. den say where he working now.. at raffles city.. veri cool larz.. talk alot of things.. den say his ex a bit bitchy... den say his mum judge people veri accurate... say he was break with his gf within 3 months.. den really larz.. hmmm.. den he say this gal bitchy larz.. hahaz~! so funny.. so cute... get to noe him more sia... =)
-Lulu

9:27 PM;
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o.O 50cents per day ah? so ex!! ur korkor me no money liao le lah... this 3 mths soooo many birthdays... july aug n sept. buy n share presents until i very broke le... T_T

so far see so many bdays... now tink my past bday not happening liao. -___-" it definitely feels gd to have close frens planning surprises and stuff for one's bday. but guess sometimes juz have to be glad with wad we have? i shldnt be expecting much lah. but den still hope for someting big n surprising someday.... everyone loves surprises rite? as long as they dont give u a heart attack. <=X

this week n nxt week gonna be real busy!! project! test! special project!

-thiong-

9:24 PM;
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Argh~! Got craving for korean food and kobayashi... lol.. =x hmmm.. today managed to survive thru a veri long day... started skool at 11.. all the way til 6pm larz.. only got to board the bus at 6.30 larz.. duh.. hmmm.. today took a cab with sis.. supposed to be on bus le.. but i got down.. coz i forgot to bring my phone... so i went back to take.. hahaz~! today had sandwich, potato salad and soup for lunch... wahahaz~! =)
-Lulu

9:22 PM;
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Dis blog is so not updated.. anyway.. today chris came.. i shall make it a point.. thiong dun blog one day, he owes mi 50 cents... everyday must blog.. never log one day.. 50cents.. hahaz~! yar.. mus go tell mi liaoz...
-Lulu

10:25 PM;
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yo! so long nvr blog le <=X

so far life too boring le. always projects, projects, projects and more projects....

got back all my papers le. very shocking results!!!

4F 1P....

failed 4 passed 1. OMG...

i sianed 1/2. dunno wads wrong with me... mayb year 3 too hard for me? stupid excuse lah..

argh! back to projects.

-thiong-

9:26 PM;
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Hmmm.. well.. i passed all my papers... 3 Bs and 1 A... hahaz~! not bad larz.. IFA= A larz... hehez~! hmmm... den now at home.. was mapling juz now... now wanna do homework... edmund mummy juz called mi and asked about practice set... i oso duno how to do larz.. hahaz~! den dunno whether tml got I&E notz.. sian 1/2 lorz.. hahaz~!
-Lulu

4:40 PM;
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