I need my time for myself!
I need time for VE!
I need time for friends!
Can my family stop complaining about me not being around in the household? Can they stop saying that I always go out? Can they stop expecting things from me? Yes.. You're important to me, but I still have my own life. I don't want to miss out the good things in life. I've been with my family. We watch tv together in the middle of the night, eat dinner and supper together. What else they want? I still got homework to do, school to attend, work to do and friends to talk to. I don't wana lose my friends. You can't expect me to accompany you for 24/7 right? I don't enjoy talking to you all.. All you will say is that I HAVE TO GO TO THE UNIVERSITY! and you would say STUDY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN WORK! I know how to deal with the importance of me things. I want OTHER TOPICS! And not topics that I don't wanna listen, Who the hell would want to communicate? I want to do things that I like, that i want to do. I just want control of my life! Stop controlling or try to control my life! I'm sick of it! I hate it when i have to take into consideration of your feelings! That i've neglected my family and do things to compensate it. And when i do that, they expect more. WTH! I wanna work, I wanna play, I wanna have time with my friends. And it's not one or a few. I've got different cliques. I'm growing up.. i have my interests.. I have my desired life.. Stop obstructing my way. SUCKS!

9:24 PM;
I Lost My Way ToYOU

Oh god.. poor blog not updated.. neglected.. spiders crawling all over it.. And now i can sing, "Spider pig, spider pig".. Hahaz~! simpson's movie... Today i ended most of my project.. left Audit 2.. Hehez~! I only know i'm tired.. needa sleep.. =)

1:03 AM;
I Lost My Way ToYOU

Very long never blog here.. I finished 3 projects this week... Hehez~! EPM, FMS and AFA.. Kekez~! Make me so happy.. Now left is CLAW presentation and Audit project... Hmmm... Anyway... Sis told mi Chris said sorry to mi.. Because he did not talk to mi when i sent him songs 2 months ago.. And i'm shocked to know that he actually remembers.. Hehez~! So touched...

-Lulu

10:54 PM;
I Lost My Way ToYOU